Everyday something new. Everyday I want to shoot myself in the head!!
People are rude, crude, and I am so freakin’ tired of it. What the hell was I thinking?
Well actually everything has been going great. There have been alot of changes here at work and I can’t decide if my own change was as good as the other changes that have taken place. I think so at times and then at other times, I just wanted to be a CRC. I think that in the long run of my career, I made the best move. But then I know I am moving away from the clinical side of my job and I need/ want to stay there.
I need to begin to look for a new job. But if I want to stay in this path I need to stick it out here for a few more years. I can’t handle this place for a few more years. I will shoot myself in the F**KIN’ HEAD!